the story of jonnyDEAD™

Thursday, April 10, 2008

I Love You~

How long do you want me to wait for you
I'm having sleepless nights
Apetite? LOST!
Crying endlessly every night?
All i want is to rewind time back to time we were together!
3rd march 2007, 9.31p.m
that's the date and time i wanna go back to

but maybe, it's best i move on
she has done so already
so if i do love her, i shouldn't be doing this
i'm simply seeking attention
and if i love her, i should just be happy for her that she has found a better person
so, yeah, i'll take some time to forget about her.
dawn i love you, so i guess i should just be happy for you that you've got ronald
maybe he's that better guy that you're looking for.

Time Of Love
2:03 AM

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Monday, April 7, 2008

I'm Sorry....

Well,
i lied.
call me a bastard, an asshole, loathe me if you want to
i don't care
but i still love dawn
and charmaine, if this is gonna break your heart, hate me
i'll take it as a punishment for going back on my words.
and dawn, if you read this, maybe what i'm getting from you now is a punishment from the lord.
so, i'll accept it. and i will, i will fight on to get what i want. and i what i want is just you.
no matter how long i'm gonna wait for you, i will wait........
so charmaine, i'm sorry, but i'm telling you this, i wanna break up.
i'm sorry......................

Time Of Love
6:28 AM

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Thursday, March 27, 2008

Finally~
Well, hahas
didn't post anything yesterday.
hahas
i was so tired that i forgot to blog
hahas xD
well, i just watched step up 2 yesterday
woots!!!
the character andie is fucking good
she can dance i tell ya
but still she lost to tyler
hahas
but it was a bloody nice movie
to all those who haven't watch step up 2, go NOW!!!!
you won't regret
the moves are SWEET!!!!!
and yeah, yesterday was also the day when she patch with me
i love you girl!!!!
only you!!!!!!!

signing off......
TYH Jonathan

Time Of Love
3:54 AM

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Tuesday, March 25, 2008

I Need You~

well, today's another boring sad day.
as usual, school school school til 4.15p.m
sigh~
and during then, i just have lot's of things on my mind
all thanks to some stupid girl that's silly enough to leave me and go on with a low life guy
not just that.
in my head was one more main thing, the girl i'm waiting for.
why? am i still that not trustworthy yet?
maybe that's what you think.
well, now i only have you on my mind, not that useless girl i used to be with.
i just want you back.
even if we only dated for a week and broke up because of me.
i really feel real bad and sad for what i did.
and all i need is you right now.
why can't you see that?
argh!!! I LOVE YOU~! T.T

Time Of Love
4:01 AM

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Monday, March 24, 2008

what's the purpose of living in this world?
to prevent extinction of the human race?
to keep the world alive?
i don't think so.
people, like me, are born on this earth to suffer.
what are the sufferrings?
-study
-work
-pay money to the government
etc etc etc......
man, living in this world is bullshit!
life is never unfair!
so to all the people out there, including me,
life is all about fighting!
no stopping.
those motivaters say life is beautiful~
NO IT'S ISN'T
we all gotta fight for what we want.
enjoy ?
there's no such thing as enjoy unless your fucking work is done!

Last thing, FUCK LIFE!

signing off.......
jonnyDEAD™

Time Of Love
12:44 AM

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